I’m tired of feeling so fucking incompetent all the time. I try so hard in school, only to fail miserably in everything. All I want is to leave this place. I want to get into my school of choice and leave all of this bull shit behind me. But, how can I do this with the brain capacity of a rodent? It’s not fair. I’m doing homework from 3:30-10:30 every night. I have night school on Mondays and Wednesdays, and I meet with a tutor every week. Yet, I’m still barely getting 70s. I wish I was able to process information, or maybe remember it after the fourth of fifth time reading it. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but there must be something. It doesn’t make sense to me. I try far too hard to do so terribly. Or maybe I’m just stupid.